Neurotypicals will be like “I know you have a disability that affects your ability to stay organized, manage your time properly, socialize, or control what you’re able to think about or focus on, but that’s not an excuse to have trouble staying organized, managing your time properly, socializing, or controlling what you need to think about or focus on.” And then demand that they aren’t ableist. I’m tired.
What I really want is to be loved. I truly can’t wait to be with the man that’s going to make me feel silly that I thought I could/would never experience this type of love. He’s going to be patient, kind, loving, wealthy, established (in his career), a man of God, a true mans man. A man who I don’t ever have to feel like I’m begging to see him, to want to be around him. He’s a hopeless romantic like me. He loves planning dates and spending/investing in me. He knows my worth and wants nothing more then to elevate it. I won’t ever have to feel like I’m doing too much or I’m giving too much. Not only will it be reciprocated, he’ll go above and beyond to make me know that I’m loved. That he wants to be with me. Until then, I’ll pray that I’m mentally, physically and emotionally ready to receive that type of love. Because I deserve it. 🥺
